No weigh in this week

Well I didn't go to work today...but I'm sure I gained! Lol I'm so pathetic every week it's the same thing! When am I gonna get on the good foot? I am tired of being fat...but that's not enough. I taste and munch...I have 2 weeks. I think I will make some changes...I have to. God help me stAy motivated! 

I decided to do a challenge starting the 1st. I think it will help me some. 

Although the pic on the left hair is better...lol my shirt doesn't fit as tight!

Small steps, but I will take it! 

Meal prep!

So I said I needed to do this and I am! 

All the things I did today...I'm tired. But I'm more tired of being fat! Good day! Lol

Memorial weekend

My failure!!! I messed up yet again!! This whole weekend!! Starting Saturday!! But whatever!! Lol so I don't expect the scale to move this week. That means I gotta work hard this week! 

Nachos!!

Margarita

S'mores! 

And much more! It's so shameful! I'm sad but I'm happy! Lol well I plan to work out a lot this week.

Weigh in..

Sooo I'm only down .7 lol I mean I am happy that I'm down. The funny thing is I wore my corset and the scale was up...I'm like nah son! Took it off and loss over a pound without it. But I'm happy that I loss something. I am going to try hard to eat healthier this weekend. 

Made this collage to remind me that even though I'm not where I want to be now...I am where I wanted to be then. I feel a lot better, my endurance is higher, and I'm stronger. I'm thankful. That God allowed me to have the courage to keep going. I wish the scale said 170...but I'm not far. It's memorial weekend...I have to do better.

One of those days

I swear as much as I hate being fat you would think I would starve myself...I'm so upset with myself right now! I hate the way I look! Lol I'm not depressed or nothing I'm just so impatient. I'm mad at myself that I'm losing weight so slowly...I continue to let food get the best of me! Every week I make a bad decision...yesterday I had soup with bread! Why?! Who knows! I'm so mad at myself after but I enjoy it during. I hate that I have to work that much harder to get things done!!! I wanted to eat

Eggs and grits for dinner tonight but I think I might pass. Maybe I will eat nothing. Fast the night away. I'm not even hungry. Idk man!! And I think I need to workout like 3 times everyday to lose 2  pounds!!! My goal was to be in 160s by the end the May and being .7 pounds up has discouraged me. I can't stop myself! So yea I think that I will fast tonight and workout maybe I will eat chicken afterwards idk. But no carbs...I wish I could just lose weight quickly. Maybe I will do insanity. 

Me today in my color me rad hoodie and in my coworkers car.

Lol I'm so weak!

Well...I'm weak! I don't know what I have to do?! Well I saw a new meal prep on YouTube with fitmencook! I'm gonna try it. I have to do something because this constant failure isn't cool. :P 

I have to remember where I was...I get so down! Lol but I will be ok! 

New shoes! :) 

:/

Lol gained .7 

I just can't win!

5K run Color Me Rad!!!

Well I must say that today was an awesome day! I am thankful that I completed my first 5k run!!! I feel accomplished, happy, and great! I didn't think I would run the whole time, but I did! I did the run in 31minutes! 

Weigh in results!!!

Well!!! I'm excited about this weeks weigh in! I am....173lbs!! Yes!!! I loss 5lbs this week! I did the 3 ballerina tea flush the sea salt water flush and I've been taking that green tea extract. Plus let's not forget I haven't cheated once since Sunday. No cheese, no white flour, no sugar! Those are the rules! No cheat days in May! 

Weigh in...

Lol I feel like bad for not being any smaller! I work so hard but then I got sick and ate and skipped work outs! yikes! Well I'm 178.1 now loss an ounce lmbo I want to lose 4lbs by nest week. Let's see if my matabolism kicks in and kill some more fat! I guess maintaining happens...I just want to lose and lose and maintain when I get to my goal weight. 

Sometimes it sucks because food is so good but really we all need to get to a point where we don't desire all the fat anymore...losing weight is hard but keeping it off is harder! I'm happy though! God blessed me with the motivation to keep going!

Happy Friday!!

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