Food...stresssed

I'm not happy with my eating as of...always I say I'm gonna change and I'm gonna not cheat but for some reason I'm not strong enough? Why is this such a struggle for me? I just want to lose weight and be healthy! I am tired of diets though. I can't be always eating clean! But for some reason I can't even make it through without cheating just the one day. I can't do this anymore! I'm starting fresh in the morning...my jumping jack ab work out and my eating. I pray that this time i can truly stop the madness. I will do the regular jcbc diet and one cheat day which will be next Saturday. I really need to workout tonight...but I can't I'm so in a funk of lazy right now. Feeling defeated. :( 

Lol this is my stressed out and diappointed look! I'm hard on myself after not before. Something's gotta give.

Weigh in results

This is the final weigh in results of the get fit challenge at my job! I'm happy! I was hoping 169 but it's a loss! I'm 5lbs away from my 2nd goal weight! I will post again to let you know if I won the weightloss challenge! 

Weigh in...

Well I'm happy to say I loss weight this week!! I am 171.9 lol not rounding up no thanks! But I'm not cheating this weekend! Or next week...ahh!!! Yes I'm getting it done!!! :)

No challenge no change

I've been working out good this week. Started my challenge...I tried the abolene..I feel good. Don't know how much I loss, but let's hope a lot from Monday. Lol 

Another face shot!

My fave shirt! Killing fat is what I do!!