One of those days

I swear as much as I hate being fat you would think I would starve myself...I'm so upset with myself right now! I hate the way I look! Lol I'm not depressed or nothing I'm just so impatient. I'm mad at myself that I'm losing weight so slowly...I continue to let food get the best of me! Every week I make a bad decision...yesterday I had soup with bread! Why?! Who knows! I'm so mad at myself after but I enjoy it during. I hate that I have to work that much harder to get things done!!! I wanted to eat

Eggs and grits for dinner tonight but I think I might pass. Maybe I will eat nothing. Fast the night away. I'm not even hungry. Idk man!! And I think I need to workout like 3 times everyday to lose 2  pounds!!! My goal was to be in 160s by the end the May and being .7 pounds up has discouraged me. I can't stop myself! So yea I think that I will fast tonight and workout maybe I will eat chicken afterwards idk. But no carbs...I wish I could just lose weight quickly. Maybe I will do insanity. 

Me today in my color me rad hoodie and in my coworkers car.